Oh.

I just realised something.

Something that means a hell of a lot to me, but not much else to anyone else.

See, when I write, it comes from things I day-dream, I try to visualise (and sometimes, act out, when no one else is around) scenes that I know are coming up. It gives some sense of colour and description to the screen when I come to describe it, even if I end up being the only one to see it that way.

But lately ... when I've been day-dreaming (which isn't very often, with everything I've been up to) the pictures aren't there. Sometimes it happens when I'm looking forward to an event (like Florida) and I day-dream about that instead ... but I want to visualise this. I do. Especially what I'm writing now, because this bit is so hard for me. My character's getting depressed and I can do it when he's there but not when he's not ... I need the pictures.

Someone give me the pictures, please?